Is there ever a time when ur heart feels like it's sinking? Like when you hear bad news. like when Ritchie Valens died. anyway "holiday" was horrible not worth typing.
but i stayed with my grandparents for a week in Salinas! love them soooo much! i love Salinas too.and stayed with my sister too! i love her more than the world! anyway. orientation sucked too. who cares one day i'll be far away from everyone and i'll live alone and won't be bothered. i walked by his house today with my dog my dog stopped on his lawn my heart skipped a few beats.i miss him.sometimes i wish i never became "friends" with him because he just takes up a lot of my thinking space.but then again when were not ditching doorbells or pissing people off or having deep conversations about each other, then, fuck me dude. but he's gone and out of my life forever.lets hope not.anyway Kristen's birthday is coming up soon age 15.fun fun!ooooh in San Francisco I found the apartment that one day i want to live in.its on top of this liquor store in one of the most dangerous places in San Francisco.i live my life on the edge bro.ssssssssoooooo i really hate the smell of cigarettes but weirdly i love the smell of marijuana it's relaxing.goodnight
Stay Strong,Cheyenne Rose Castro
Currently listening to "Just the way you are"-Bruno Mars
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