Tropical Colada

HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHE!!!!!!! thisssss week. was and is almost over. so was sick today and it sucked. stayed home from school. then when school was out i walked over to my friends as they were walking home. hahhahah! God, I love them. so. reeally excited to get this new book! i've wanted it for hellaaaa days. ummmm i can't believe how fast this year has gone. it's almost over. damn. best years of my life 2009-2010. hehehhe!
It's also the first official day of fall. i try not to let go of my friends. they mean soooooooo much to me. they make me smile,laugh and best of all love. wow. i have the most boring life in the world. also currently trying out a "new" hairstyle. well it's not exactly new. i just kinda don't brush it after i get out of the shower. sooo ya.
but it's cute it just gives me my natural waves.


Currently Listening To: The Ocean-Tegan And Sara

Goodbye Forever and Always

It's time to go to bed forever and ever. i think i broke a leg. under so much pressure all the sudden. my teeth hurt my body aches to many whores around school. it's totally over between us. fuck it.i'm done. it's over. ow that hurt my heart. -crycrycry- i wish i had a fast forward button so this could be over and done with. maybe i really did get that cancer i talked about. alone just like always. don't know what to do anymore don't know what to say anymore don't know who to talk to anymore. but i'm tired of crying and complaining. people always tell me to be happy and to "move on" well i can't help that i'm depressed it's in my blood. all i can do is be myself around people but, it feels like they still have no fucking idea who i am. so i'm going to try and move on from that boy i fell in love with. although just typing that killed me inside a lot. goodbye you've all been very nice.

Currently Listening to: the antlers-sylvia

Offers the Best.

SOOOOOOOOO I have really good news!!!! turns out He isn't moving!!!!! Today was the first day of school and i saw him all day!!!!!! And he hugged me like the moment I saw him. His hugs are some of the best in the world and he hugged me for a long time i didn't complain i missed him and his scent and his face and plainly him.*long sigh* ohhh once again he was always on my mind. hehhhhhehehehhehe. Today was the first day of school! i want this year to go by kinda slow this will be my last year with him and most of my friends.breathe in breathe out.have a nice night!

Currently Listening to "Oh My Sweet Carolina"-Ryan Adams